Sup.

So ah,

My weekend has certainly been eventful.

Pretty fun actually.

My liver definitly needs atleast a month to recover tho :P.

Friday i went to sammys drinks which was hilarious.

Lay on the tramp with rosie for about, an hour naming stars.

I only remember brightie, danny, the dark side of the moon and raymond.

I dont know how much i drank.

But i stole atleast a half of seans litre of smirnoff.

Saturday i went to tims and played games.

Gaaansgter.

It was pretty fun actually.

Sunday i went to alexs bday drinks.

It was fun.

Drank a whole bottle of kristov. Was rather fucked.

Today i went to see my dad.

It was good.

Interesting tho..

Anyway,

All up it was a very good weekend.

Cant wait until after exams when it will be like that all the time.

Hardly ever going home :P

"Now would you
Love me, if I was crazy
Girl, I'm going crazy for you
I'm crazy for you
Lets waste away together
We can stay this way forever"

Young-The Summer Set

11:11

If only you knew what my wish was..

This shit,

Its fun

:D

Are you happy?

Today i saw my grandad for the first time in exactly.. 3 months and 4 days.

Last time i saw him was the morning that I was getting shit for "leaving" my dads and got a good talking to by my whole family. Hrmm.

But anyway,

Today when i saw him he asked me if i was happy now and i said yea, im alot happier living with Jo, Glenn and Braiden.

So it made me realise that happiness is the only thing that matters.

If your not happy with what your doing, or where your going, or who your with, Then its time to fuck it.

If only i had known this before shit had got bad.

Procrastination.

I suffer from being extremely good at procrastinating.

I had the whole holidays to read 5 books, draw two graphs, and write 10 pages of information on the graphs.

But no.

I decide to leave it till the night before its due.

Whoops.

Classic 16 year old behaviour i guess tho :)

SUP PEOPLE!

Hey so im extremely under the influence right now, hows life?

So today was my dads 53rd birthday, and its been about, 3 and a half months since ive seen him, and in the morning i have to see him.

Fuck.

At the drinks i just got home from i kept on asking people what to say to him. My new friend tom told me to say sorry even if i didnt mean it. And even tho i dont mean it i think i will say it.

I mean,

I could have atleast called him since i moved out. Its fucked. I feel bad.

But hes the one who attacked me so fuck him.

But im gonna see him so its all good.

And im gonna be so fucking hungover when i see him so its gonna be crack up.

Ill blog after i see him :). laters xxxx

"Save your heart
For someone who leaves you breathless
And I know that you're scared
Seems like someone said you had it in you
All along you said you knew this was wrong
But still worth dying for"

Save Your Heart-Mayday Parade

Got the picture yet?

"So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right"

I Swear This Time I Mean It-Mayday Parade

11:57

So right now ive got a cat lying to the side of my keyboard which is making it rather had to write.

These holidays are sadly going faster than imagined and it sucks hard.
I really wish that they would so down!

And i also really dont like the memories coming back from last holidays.

There are actually so many.

Like the middle sunday was when i went into town with Ash to get something.

And then on the monday went to tims.

One thing i do like though, is how easy its getting to carry on.

Its been 3 months.

And theres still that one image in my head.

It seriously is never going to go away.. And i hate it.